Monday, October 12, 2009
The Spectrum of a Project
What color am I today? The indigo of the peace that follows completion feels so far away. And yet so does the crimson of enthusiasm. I’m mired in the turquoise waters of patience and endurance. And because this is a commission, the black hole of guilt for not working faster is just at the edge of my vision. Taunting me, making my job even more difficult.
There will be a day without teeth clenching, a night without frantic dreams soon. It really can’t come soon enough.